What is it about me

What is it about me

What is it about me

Always looking for the chase

Going out of my way

Making plans, making schemes

To get that person’s attention

Someone I know isn’t what I need

Someone half afraid to be near me

To break down their walls 

Then trumple all over till

They are left in crumbles

What does it say about me?

That the people I want most

Are the ones I will most likely

Hurt the deepest? 

Learning to know 

Learning to know 

Knowing when the battle is lost

Escapes me if I am honest

So much of myself is tied up

In winning against all odds

When do I give up?

At what time is it right 

Is this the moment?

Where there is nothing to win

Where no matter what I do

He has won