Sight of you in the distance

Sight of you in the distance

The sight of you

Far into the distance

Fills me with glee

Replacing any bitterness

Canceling any regrets

I’ve done what I did

You could never forgive

All that is left

Is this reality

So no awkward moments

So no goodbyes to follow

Nothing to set right

Nothing more to say

You no longer exist

The memories of our time 

Will fade but will leave a reminder

A reminder so clear

Treat every person 

As themselves not as one

Which reminds you of another

Go in peace and truth

But also may this unspoken

Goodbye last a lifetime

And may we never 

See each other again

Your darkness

Your darkness

Your presence shines a shadow 

Across every surface

It fades away beauty

Makes the day bittersweet

In your absence the light shines through

But it can’t be ignored

Through the darkness 

The light of day is brighter

I cherish the moments to come

I settle into the motion

Counting the minutes more present

Appreciating the time to come

In my weakness

In my weakness

In my weakness

Normally I don’t feel this way

A lie you should know already

To say I am not dramatic

To say I am not romantic

Everyday of the year

Is what I pretend

So perhaps I should be honest

For once, twice a day

There has so much I wanted to say

Can’t help the way I feel

But I can control it

I can walk away from it

To save a piece of me from heartache

More heartache to be clear

No matter how I try

He just doesn’t feel the same

There is nothing more that I can say

There is nothing more I can do

Crossing more lines

Will bring me no further